Romance

Things that make me happy right now:

1. breaks-- aka soup at Tim's in order to escape the chill of work
2. survivor-- i know, right?
3. the bus ride to work
4. funny conversations with new co-workers
5. the idea of camping
6. the rare times I see Poppy or Sam-- we're busy!
7. the possibility of astronomy being good
8. buying clothes
9. being with Aaron/ Aaron in general

Unhappy:

1. lonely in Oakville
2. work tiredness
3. no idea what I want for the future
4. boredom in Oakville
5. loss of friends
6. the fact that I will probably never really hang out with these co-workers
7. wanting to go outside, but having nothing to do
8. dependency
9. eating habits
10. I came home
11. next year
12. death
13. the week
14. not being able to hang out with Aaron
15. realizing I'm not as cool as I once was... or maybe was... or thought I was, at least! lolz
16. not knowing how to deal with all of this
17. realizing I really was once happy-go-lucky-- I remember the conversation! but, I'm really not anymore
18. being negative... ugh, I know, right? get over yourself! you=me
19. things aren't what I thought and nothing is perfect
20. the prospect of a lonely summer
21. the future
22. this really has damaged me

cool!

fuck, I am negative. This needs to stop. Pronto.

New limit: one sad blog a week! If that!

sigh, sigh, psyduck